Well tomorrow is day 1...the social worker from the agency is coming out to check my house, and then on Wednesday she will come back and interview me. From there she writes a report, and then i am certified...so i am hoping i will be at least certified by Thanksgiving...then I wait....so my house is spotless...or as clean as it is going to get...
The room is slowly coming together....and i mean slowly...i did order the car seat...and got some awesome deals this weekend thanx to Aunt Darby and Uncle Cal...Trying to decide what else to get to put on the walls and make this room look good...though i am not getting any help...LOL
So reality is starting to set in....and i am having some doubts...not so much that i am not going to go thru with it...but enough that i went to Barnes and Noble today and looked at books about the first year and toddlers...of course i didn't know which to buy because i don't know what i will get...so i cant even study....i know i deal with kids everyday, and i should know things like, when they should be rolling over, and when to start regular food...but honestly....I have NO idea....and it is great that my family and friends think i am going to be a great mom....but...i am have serious doubts...on a good note...i have conquered the pack and play...set it up this weekend...no problem...
Anyway, the waiting is going to be difficult. In my mind i am super excited and scared, as any parent is...but then the thought that they could be taken at any point...and so i obsess...as usual...
So think good thoughts for me....thanx to everyone for their support...love ya
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