Its official...I think...

I saw my home study, sent it back, and i am assuming that it has been approved. 

So i had to turn down my first child last week.  Of course I felt guilty, but i know it is best for me and the child.  Poor little guy is almost 2, had 2 surgeries, and was going to need more.  I had told them before that i don't do well with medical stuff, but i think that they ask anyway.  Just hope that the calls keep coming...

I picked up the car seat today, and attempted to put it in the car just to see.  good thing i have a car seat expert in the family, but i can do it enough to be safe.  So i think i have everything i can by in advance. If you can think of anything i need to get...let me know...

So this weekend I made some art for the room.  It came out better than i thought it would.  Starting to think i may have a little creativity buried somewhere, with a little help from my friends.  So i haven't put them up yet but here is what i have.

I also have some jungle stickers to put up, and waiting for monkeys stickers to come so i can hang them in the tree.

Lots of baby talk everywhere....it must be in the water.  Only problem for me is that everyone is eating for two....and i cant use having a baby as an excuse...if i gain weight, i don't lose it when i have a baby...I will say it is a lot of fun to tell people i am having a baby...the double take is great...

I know that this waiting is going to be hard.  I have all this stuff, and frankly and ready...!!!