So I am in the final stages before the home study...i can't even believe it....Waiting on the last of the paperwork to be done...turn it in...and then i wait....hoping to be certified by the end of the year...and i heard that there are a lot of babies coming through, so that's good for me....
So today i picked up the crib...
http://www.walmart.com/ip/Graco-Lauren-4in1-Crib-White/11081894
Now I get to put it together....yeah...Not....
So i decided that i am not going to paint the room myself....hehehe...my neighbors boyfriend is going to and believe it is well worth the money...except i have to clean out the room...ick...that's the worst part...i keep putting it off too....i don't know why...i think i still am working on the being ok with sitting with an empty room...and lots of rearranging...i know it needs to be done soon..i am trying to do a little each night....
So yesterday i spent all morning at Kaiser, i think i even visited every department, doctor, pharmacy, lab and medical secretaries...yup you heard it right...So lets see...first of all the labs these days move quick...all the test results were done by this morning...I have a huge bruise where they took blood, a very sore arm because they convinced me to get the whooping cough/tetanus shot, and i have to go back tomorrow to get my TB test read....But i looked over the results of the test...and i am shocked, but there is nothing wrong with me..!!!( OK nothing that you can tell by running tests on blood or pee...lol) I always make things worse in my head...so...i am shocked...
I am excited but now starting to get a little scared....Of course i know i can handle other peoples kids...that's because i know either i can give them back, or i leave work and they aren't my issue...but this baby is going to rely on me...and only me...which is even scarier...of course then i think about the foster care part of it...can i handle it?? I guess its time to strap in and see....Anyway....we will see....still looking forward to it...of course check with me after i get a baby...and then see...hehehe....
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