Happy Holidays

I just want to wish all my friends and family a happy holidays...hope its great..

With that out of the way, I still wait.  But because of the time of the year, it is worse for me.  I have never been a fan of the winter, I am a Cali girl at heart...so this weather sucks...but on top of that...i have heard NOTHING...from nobody...I know that they are doing what they can, and haven't forgotten about me...but man....NOTHING...  Here is what I don't understand, I know from my caseload, my coworkers caseloads, and my friends that work in other areas of CPS, that everyone has a ton of cases...so that's only Sacramento County???  Placer, Solano, Contra Costa or any other county have no babies being removed from their parents...I highly doubt that...I know that they do the matching, and i think that if people were looking at a couple and then me...they would much rather send that child to a 2 parent home...but i am willing to pick up a baby being released from the hospital.  So much is going on in my head, so much so i can't concentrate, and have completely unmotivated!!...so...I continue to wait...

Tonight on TV was a show about adoption stories, and of course I cried...not even a little...bawled my eyes out...

So I will leave you with this....a friend saw this, and said she thought of me....brings a few tears...

http://www.beliefnet.com/Inspiration/Chicken-Soup-For-The-Soul/2010/12/A-Mother-at-Last.aspx?source=NEWSLETTER&nlsource=49&ppc=&utm_campaign=DIBSoup&utm_source=NL&utm_medium=newsletter&utm_term=aol.com