He went to the doctor today, and she has no concerns. I was a little concerned that he didn't gain any weight, but she said now that he is moving, that is normal. Hitting himself and banging his head is normal too...
In about an hour I am going to go to the daycare and pick up my child, and for the last time I will go to the last page of sign in/out to the W's and sign my name. When he returns on Thursday, I will have to go to the middle and search for H. How weird will that be? No more of that other name, hopefully anywhere. Of course it will take some time. Medi-Cal may take 18 years to change, but I won't stop until it does. Wow, after 9 1/2 months it will be official. I have so many emotions, but of course I am excited. Everyone has been so supportive which has been great, and even though I am scared to death that this is forever, all I have to do is look at that goofy smile he has in the morning, hear that adorable laugh, watch him wave and blow kisses, and of course put his head on my shoulder and pat my back...I know that this was all worth it.
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