So i am kind of in the dark about the process from here. My social worker from the foster agency said that they have an adoption worker who will do the paperwork to finalize. It sounds like i cant pick a day but will get a pick of a day that the court has open, and its first thing in the morning or 1 in the afternoon.
Honestly i am ready for this to be over. I am sick of keeping my house spotless (mind you i put it on myself)in case someone stops by, or having to arrange my schedule so that i can be home for someone to come and do a home visit. I get it...i soooo get it, and am glad that this process has gone so quickly, but its old. Again, I so get what our clients go thru, they think the same thing everyday. I guess for me its a little different than my clients, I havent done anything wrong. I let social workers come in my house and check, gave them every ounce of my life story, which was put on 15 pages, and suffered through numerous calls to "turn down" children, or even get my hopes up for other ones. And yet I still have to let this go on. The social worker is going to see the baby at daycare today or tomorrow. The daycare knows what is going on, and really its not a big deal, but why does he need to be seen there? I technically dont even have a county social worker, have never received a social security card or a Medi-Cal card that has his birth name on it. I got a bill from the doctors office who said i owe $945 for shots!! FYI those things are expensive. I called and gave them the number, but shouldn't that be already on file?? I can tell dealing with Medi-Cal will be interesting. I am going to try to put him on my dental, because i refuse to deal with Access Dental. Of course now all of that doesn't matter, because his name will be legally changed so now its not worth making a stink.
*Breathe* Totally unmotivated today...i know that when i go pick him up and he smiles at me, it will make things better....but until then...
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